.:everytime i close my eyes, i tremble with fear:.

 
 
Friday, September 19
 
hello everyone...nice to see you again...just as i thot that i wudnt be seeing my baby girl online tonite...there she is, juz popped up 5 secs ago...heh...funny ey. mcm telepathic gitu.

anyways...last nite was like kinda dull coz it is obvious at the pool game i had with irma. both of us were slacking...life fuck! but she's satisfied in her shoppin tho...siak kan, bila aku ade duit sume barang mcm pukimak...bila aku tkde duit sume barang aku nk beli...cam sial kan? hmph...i believe it happens to everyone, doesnt it? heh!

went to seiko (watch gallery) @ orchard to buy my sis's belated b'day present. i was lookin ard fer the same model dat my mum gave me fer my b'day last 3 years, which i gave to my ex gf thinking she was gonna be mine forever (wat was i thinking?!), which is now lost coz the last thing i heard abt it frm my ex was that she threw it away. my b'day present of a seiko watch which cost $100++ bucks being thrown away by my ex gf juz becoz she hates me...to the core.

i wish i cud juz rape her once again den kill her...dat stupid bitch~

k, i think im getting all emotional here...n i hate it when that kind of thing happens to me. it is so eew...

im goin to KL next mth...n yeah...im a businesswoman in the near future...
that's wat my brother said...

Wednesday, September 17
 
im up...yeah...morning ppl...as many of u noe dat im not really a morning person...heh...im late fer werk but who cares, my mum doesnt mind. at least i get my ass there is alrite...muahahaha....k ah...gtg...

sial abes....
 
argh...bloody burger stoopid idiotic woman! y did i ever open a line for u?! now ure like fucken gone, who the fuck's gonna pay ur bill, u bitch. its like 300 bucks n still the outstanding balance of 100 bucks is brought forward n the total is 400 bucks. mak cik ko pey laki pey kepala buto ah. sial pey pompan. tk abes2 menyusahkan aku. mmg padan lan tinggalkan kau. suey 44 hari ah. pukimak kau sial pey sundal....harap2 anak ko mengandung tu cacat ah....kepala puki....

Tuesday, September 16
 
heh....watched the movies alone today. kinda fun u noe... =P sick. neways, i didnt go to werk today coz im really tired...didnt get to sleep last nite coz....juz cant close my eyes. argh...fuck it....my mum didnt say anything when i came back juz now. its the usual thing dat i do. but im gonna go werk fer the rest of the days this wk coz im gonna enjoy like hell this wkend. muahaha....

i haf a date wif irma on thurs...
i haf a lunch date wif my adik angkat on sat...
and i haf a date wif a.j. on sat nite...hrc, as usual...heh...

argh....my mum said she's gonna pay cash fer my bike....ergh...3k in cash? u muz be kiddin...im such a rich spoilt brat......khakhekhekrhkahkha........

i was thinking of my baby the whole day today...i miss her...my lovely wife...when can i elope wif her...i wonder....the world's cruel...i hate u, world!

ergh...im hungry...

Monday, September 15
 
hmm....juz scanned my new pics taken at my dad's best fren terrace house in Johor Bahru....Gelang Patah to be exact....



juz testin it out if i cud put it up here.....heehee...

Sunday, September 14
 
bloody burger...itz been years since i am freakin tired like this. the last time was when i had a pit and a chalet 4 days straight. ergh...i almost fainted at the bus stop where i was waiting fer my 65M.

last nite was a blast at hard rock. when it's near the ending, the staffs of HRC went up stage and strutt their stuffs. the music was gettin harder n faster. it was juz awesome lookin up at this particular staff dancing on top of a speaker and u cud see almost everything (the uniform is a white short nurse type dress...) from down under. hahaha...i juz cudn't stop smiling.

the crowd was getting wilder and i was getting irritated. fortunately, i was dancing beside a table and the next moment Shida turned to me i was already on it, dancing my heart off. (that's twice fer dancin on table...)

the light's out n the music kinda toned down...its closing time. my legs were killing me. i staggered out the exit fumbling with my cigarette.

7-11 was our next destination. everyone was exhausted n dehydrated. Abang (my cousin) got blisters on his heels coz his socks were torn. hehe...his gf is in sober mode. better dat way.

i was waiting fer my bus when i witnessed a daylight (well, it was 4am, ballz...) robbery. there was these 2 mats juz reached the bus stop. it was almost ard 20mins i noticed them talking n turning ard n lookin at ppl. i didn't care less y they were so restless coz i felt like puking n fainting at the same time. then one of em stood up, went to the other guy sitting infront of them, asking fer loose change. den it seems like the guy offered to lend his hp. then this mat asked the other mat fer a fren's no. while his dialling, the other mat stood up and walked towards the road talking on the phone. suddenly both ran towards Taka garden, with the poor guy's hp. there u go guys n girls, it pays to be nice....

i reached home ard 4.30am.....changed n tot of filling up my stomach. too tired, i lay down n dozed off...

 

 
 
19.female.

unemployed.slacker.

music.drums.

 
   
 
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